She Says

Her heart is sorrow, depress, sad... Something is missing in her life.
A fiance, she has.
A house, she has.
A car, she has.
She knows there is something that always make the fight goes on.

Every girl loves the fact that to get married, and to be a full time housewife. Don't need to work, no hassle on everything in life as he will provide from tip-to-toe.

Now that, she got what she wants, everyone is really envy about her, even her bestmates. But, she feels she had made the wrong mistake, went to the wrong path.

Having married is every woman wish, but what matters the most is the time that both can be together. He spends his time with you, helping you with work shores, groceries, cooking and being close to you.

Tears trickle down, he does not have time for her. He is always busy working, and meeting new people. That's what his job is.

She just need to sit and wait for him to be back everynight. Sometimes, she needs to drive out to fetch him and accompany him talking to his friends.

What makes her cry is when he doesn't have the time for her, he gave her money so she can do the things she likes. Everyday seems to be the same, shopping, facial when he's not around.

Always, life is not perfect. You always want to have something thst you can't have. But once you obtained the things you always craved for, you feel that it is not what you want it to be.

A New Start

I'm happy to be here again. But this time, it's going to be different! :) I will blog every now and then, not only when I'm sad (like how I always used to blog only when I'm really depressed), but when I'm contented with my life full with joy and happiness.

My husband started his own business recently. It is a small business dealing with scrap metal and a little hardware. He used to help his dad, but now he is on his own. What I am trying to imply here is not about his business but the time, he is with me. He has less time for me now :( It is a sad thing but I can't complain because he is working for our future.

I'm always at home, doing nothing as a housewife. I do nothing, not even any of the household shores. But he never say anything. Sometimes just calling me - lazy lou poh, then kisses me before he leaves to work. I have been resting and lazying around ever since I come back from Australia, waking up at 1pm or 3pm and straight heading to lunch. And yes, I put on so muChhh weight !!!

I went shopping at 1-Utama last week, and bought a few stuffs. Have a look =D

I've changed my make-up products to Shu Uemura as they are cheaper than Chanel. Bought the roller, and I tried using it on the way back. He laughed at me and said that silly people spend thousands for slimming products while his wife got a RM 25 roller.! What a wise annoyances. arrghh